Dh told me today when we were sitting on the couch together after a small misunderstanding and he just hugged me and said ..
"What am I going to do if I ever lose you? I can't raise these babies alone, without you, I would be so lost. Would if I lose you AND this baby? I don't think I can live with that pain forever."
It hurt to hear that and scared me. I believe in life after death so I would Definitely haunt him lol
I understood his fear though, every pregnancy we've had I've ended up in the hospital or had surgery done. Our labor and deliveries have been a bit complicated but baby and me have aleays come out fine. So everything that goes on he gets scared for us (me&baby).
I don't know. I just hope and will help him find strength and keep doing as I do. I tell him everything that the kids need, like, don't like, allergies and all the right meds to give them that I found work. Just prepare him for the unpredictable.
We're not immortal, nobody lives forever and when the time does come for me to go try your best and be strong I'll see them all again just not on earth.