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struggling so badly

Anonymous
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I am struggling.
I am so sad all the time. I'm an emotional wreck. My life is good, but I contemplate suicide daily. I feel so alone. I am beautiful from what people say. Inside and out, but they dont know. They don't know me.

They dont know how tortured I am inside.

Its like I've got hooks in my skin and they pull in many directions.
Like I'm dying.

My emotional pain has manifested into physical pain. I have headaches and sharp stabbing pains all over.

Guys.
I'm losing it. I've always been strong. But I feel my sanity slipping away every day.

I'm on meds.

They worked until a few weeks ago.

I've never been this bad.

I'm slipping away.
Posted by Anonymous on May. 4, 2014 at 8:45 PM
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Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on May. 4, 2014 at 8:48 PM
Help
curvygurl1912
by on May. 4, 2014 at 8:48 PM
3 moms liked this
Op please call 1-800-273- TALK. It is free and confidential and they can and will help you. You are not alone.
Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on May. 4, 2014 at 8:48 PM
Bumo
Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on May. 4, 2014 at 8:49 PM
Is there a time limit

Quoting curvygurl1912: Op please call 1-800-273- TALK. It is free and confidential and they can and will help you. You are not alone.
Anonymous
by Anonymous 2 on May. 4, 2014 at 8:50 PM
Why do you feel this way?
Jodee24
by Sliceoflife on May. 4, 2014 at 8:51 PM
Please call the number mentioned above!!! You have children?! They love and need mommy!!!
rebeccarae
by on May. 4, 2014 at 8:51 PM
First, talk to someone, and secondly, see if there can be an adjustment to your medications. There's help, and I hope you feel better as soon as possible.
Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on May. 4, 2014 at 8:51 PM
It came from nowhere
I've had a rough life but gotten past it and am normal

Its like something suppressed is coming back

Like a demon taunting me..."end your life. End it.do it."

Quoting Anonymous: Why do you feel this way?
Anonymous
by Anonymous 2 on May. 4, 2014 at 8:53 PM
Then it sounds like something off in your brain as opposed to circumstantial depression. I recommend seeing a doctor.

Quoting Anonymous: It came from nowhere
I've had a rough life but gotten past it and am normal

Its like something suppressed is coming back

Like a demon taunting me..."end your life. End it.do it."

Quoting Anonymous: Why do you feel this way?
Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on May. 4, 2014 at 8:53 PM
I dropped them off at my moms door and left to go home with the intention of ending my life while they were with her.

Thursday I drove aimlessly all day while my kids were in daycare figuring out which tree I should drive into.

Scenarios like this happen often.

Quoting Jodee24: Please call the number mentioned above!!! You have children?! They love and need mommy!!!
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