My son (13)is picked on because he is so small. Hes tiny compared to the rest of his class. Hes a happy kid tho. He has some anger issues but hes in counseling and it seemed to be helping. His anger started when his dad and I split up, because his dad met a new woman shortly after we seperated and took off with her and abandoned him. Hes failing the 7th grade because he refuses to do his work. He has "after school tutoring" which is basically detention everyday. He sleeps through it.
Today, I got a phone call asking me to come to the school immedietly. When I arrived, the principal, superintendent, guidance counselor, 2 cops, and my son were in the office. He wrote a letter because he was mad. His counselor told him to do that when he gets angry. He hides his letters, and I respect his privacy enough to let him write in his journal and not read it. While he was writing it, one of the kids that bully him grabbed the paper and read it, and saw what was said about this bully, and told the teacher and they flipped out. The teacher that was told, said she had been teaching for 20 years and never been scared of a student, but she is scared of my son. My son isn't a mean kid. I had no idea he was THAT angry or that his letters were anything like that, but hes cried to me all afternoon saying that it was just because he was mad and that it was never suppose to be seen by anyone else.
He got suspended and isn't welcome back at the school (or even allowed on school grounds) until he gets evaluated by a psychologist and is cleared as safe to be around other kids.
I agree that the letter is wrong, and scary...but hes been suspended. Let me deal with it now. But they are trying to forceablly get him commited to a mental hospital 100 miles away, and they called CPS on me.
When he got suspended, I figured I would just do the online school program that my friend is doing for her kids. I understand that the letter makes him seem unsafe to be around other kids. I will keep him away from other kids and get him the help that he needs, but even tho the letter talks about killing people, he wouldn't do that. He can't. He cried because I accidently hit a cat, and cries when snakes or frogs get killed. Hes a good kid, he just doesn't release his anger in the right ways.
I understand I probably won't get any support from here...I just need to let it out. I'm not scared my son will do anything. Hes tiny, and he has a good heart...he was just angry and not handling it the right way.
I took photos, because I figured I would get called a troll...but because his handwriting is so small and messy, I translated it the best I could.
I want to stab everyone
Everyone that I hate
I want to set fire to them
with gasoline and fire
I especially want to kill Jade
because i fucking hate him.
He ruined my life since i came here
So i'll make him pay with his blood.
I fucking hate the slutty whores
who dare to walk through the school
with there damn makeup and shitty smiles
killing them would drop the population too much
I hope Donovan drowns in his own spit
and nobody comes to help him
I'll just watch him die slowly
with hate in my eyes
I want to choke Amanda
for being an obnoxious bitch
no one likes that canadian fagget
so no one should like you either
I know i'm not the most likeable person
and i sure as hell know that
but i'm damn proud of my anger
and i hope i get revenge soon
I hope that Blake chokes on his own breath
with that douchebag face of his
He followed me here to the new school
(Can't make most of that out)
I fucking hate Dominic
I hope he fucking dies
He mocks me for no good reason
While having that stupid look on his face
I feel bad for Mason the most
with cancer and dying inside
But i know atleast he will make it
because he deals with the pain.