I got super hideous after having our daughter. I lost tons of weight which made me look sickly like a walking broom stick, got the darkest circles around my eyes which made me look like an ugly raccoon, my hair is so damaged it looks like shit, my skin is horrible (acne), i just pretty much feel like shit. I dont blame him for cheating on me. Seriously there are so many beautiful women out there who would want to come home to freaking trash? Who would want to cuddle a sickly looking body? Sorry vent over. I dont like cheaters But on the other side i just dont blame him. I understand. Nobody wants a wife that disgustes them. :( i feel like shit. I loved him so much.