In this past year so much has happened. My exdh cheated on me and we got divorce (it was just final this past week). I'm engaged to my best friend and am pregnant. Between the 2 of us we will have 9 kids. I feel so overwhelmed and like I rushed into everything. Idk why I did this. I mean don't get me wrong my fiancé treats me wonderful and I love him, but I just don't know how I got to this point of my life.