So dd is 20months old. Ive been out once since she was born by myself with friends. I had plans with friends to go out for lunch. My brother agreed to watch her since he had nothing going on till the tme id be back home anyways. Just now an hour before i have to leave he tells me oh cant do it. Go fuck yourself. He said he just cant. He says he has things to do later (around 630 and id be back 530-6pm) Im not even showered and ready to go because well wtf is the point if im not going? and dont have cash for a babysitter and cant find anyone else last min. (id pay my brother a pack of cigs because that what he asked for payment). (im single mom too so)
I get paid every two weeks. I accidentally forgot my debit card in my nanas car. I keep cash on me but not a lot. This Sunday was not planned. My brother is older then me and instead of me giving him cash he rather i go out and buy him a pack of cigs since he has no job so he is fine with that. I am not a teenager or had my dd when i was a teenager. I am not broke. When im working my dd is in daycare. I pay for it mon-fri. I normally never go out so i dont save for that kinda thing. DD dad only takes her on his set days or when he wants to but will not watch her if i have something going on thats not an emergency. He is not a loser or anything. He has a life too.
I ened up taking dd with me and she had a great time. After i took her to the store and bought her a play dress and a balloon then we went to the park. We both had a great time.