I want to cry right now! I cannot eat in my house because I get grossed out seeing, dealing with poopy diapers every day and baby spit up. My house always smells like poop and it makes me lose my appetite. I don' even bother buying food or preparing dinner because every day if my son would poop I'd toss the plate away since I lost my appetite.
My husband will watch the baby so I can drive to fast food and eat in my car because the house is gross. I hate fast food. This baby is making me fat. I've gained 6 pounds already. I'm typically a clean eater.
Last "meal" I ate was when my husband watched the baby and I took a walk to 7/11 and bought candy bars just to curb my hunger pain. I hate living this way. I always feel sick.
I have food stamps so please dont suggest going out to sit down resrautnts because I can not afford that. My food stamps are collecting dust since the baby is born.I know if I cook a dinner the baby will poop or spit up and I'll throw my meal away. How can I reclaim healthy meals, and not let this baby and new eating habits make me a whale?