I have a Monroe piercing and I love it. But the ball fell off the other day and I lost it and I dont have another piece of jewelry to put in it. I ended up taking it out with the intention of buying another one asap. Unfortunately, I dont have the money to spend on that sort of thing this month so it will probably close up. My fiance prefers I leave it out for now since I am looking for a second job and I see his point but I miss it.
Now, Im going to have to dye my hair plain old dark brown because I cant afford to maintain my professional dramatic highlights right now and I refuse to even attempt bleach on my own. My highlights are super grown out right now and the greys are showing big time. It looks baaaad. I wanted to do something funky like purple or Bright red or even blue but again, Im looking for a second job and my fiance is really against me doing anything unconventional at least til I find one. I see his point. We are struggling financially really bad right now so it is very important I do whatever it takes to make finding another job easier.
I know its dumb but I feel like I am letting part of my identity go in going more conventional with my appearance and Im being a baby about it tonight. I literally almost cried buying the brown hair dye. Yes. I am somewhat shallow and silly.