I have only ever been with DH. I am 22 years old and have been with him since just before I turned 19. I love him with all my heart, and could never imagine myself living without him. Well, lately I have been feeling like I have missed out on a lot of things. We were ttc when I got pregnant at 19. He is 5 years older and had his time to be young and care free. I have never gone out to the bar with my girl friends, or anyone for that matter. I have never had a chance to be care free. In high school I was always focused in doing the best I could to ensure I had a good future. As soon as I graduated high school, I enrolled in college. I met DH while in school, and we began ttc shortly before I graduated college. So the entirety of my "youth" was spent on school, and then having our son. Do not get me wrong, I love my son more than life itself and would not trade him for the world. In no way do I regret my choice to have him, nor would I change anything about it. However, I feel like I am missing something. I am not sure what it is, but I feel like something isn't right. Has anyone else ever felt this way? If you have, what did you do to fix it?