My 13 month old is still nursing. I swore I'd be one of those moms who let their babies self wean but I can't do it anymore. He still nurses all freaking night and I'm sui dang tired. I never get any sleep and I'm becoming almost suicidal. I struggle with depression and actually have an appointment to get back on antidepressants in a few weeks. I seriously hate nursing now. It's uncomfortable and the bond that was once there is gone because now when he is nursing I just want him to stop. I want to be able to get a full nights sleep. I'm so freaking tired right now. Every time I try to take my boob out and put the paci in instead he screams and cries. I can't take it anymore. I need him off of me and I need him off soon. I need to be able to sleep. Please please tell me how. I love my son so much. But his constant nursing is driving me crazy.
Ps. Also he won't hardly eat solids during the day. All he ever wants is to nurse. He's on track with his weight but his iron count was really low and now I have to give him an iron supplement every day. So it's not just for my sanity but also his health. Please for the love of God help me.