So, today was my birthday. And the first time I have seen DH in a month. He asked me to cook breakfast for us this morning, and I did. No big deal. Then, he ate in the living room in front of the tv while me and our son ate at the table. Well, by time everyone got their food and I finally got my son to eat, my food was cold. I just let it go and went about cleaning up my little man. Well, DH asked me if I wanted to go out tonight for my birthday. I said absolutely and we started talking about where and what not. The rest of the day goes by and DH goes to get his hair cut, does some other running, and is gone the majority of the day. He is now fast asleep while I am dealing with a cranky two year old, who DH woke up at 6 o'clock this morning because he couldn't wait to see him.
He refuses to get up and said he is tired. I haven't slept in two days, and when I do sleep it is only for two or three hours at night. I am exhausted, and have been for some time. Is it wrong for me to be pissed off that I didn't get anything from DH, not even a break from the constant craziness that is my life now?? I am so disappointed and upset... I don't know why I get my hopes up -_-