There's these two Mormon girls that always come by when I'm outside and ask if I want to learn about God. I don't. I don't want to be Mormon. Apparently my SO did want to learn about Jesus Christ our savior. Now I get it. When she asked him "do you want to know about God?" She meant sex! That was their code. He talks to her often and reads the pamphlets. It's frustrating but I ignored it. That's his choice and I respected it.
I gave birth to a baby girl almost 2 months ago. Her name is Bernice. She refused to nurse. She won't cuddle with me. She doesn't suck on my nose like she does her dad's. Her hair is blonde. (Mine is black and her dad's is dark brown). I thought more on it.... The Mormon chick has blonde hair.
I asked James (my SO) if he slept with her and he got nervous. I know he did. I told him Bernice isn't mine! We aren't bonding and she looks nothing like me. At all!
My theory is: Mormon was ovulating so when he pulled out of her, he brought her egg/s with him! We had unprotected sex so he implanted them in me. Basically I was a surrogate for his mistress!!
I've decided to get a maternity test. Even if she isn't mine, I'm going to keep her and not tell the Mormon s***.
Any advice? He refuses therapy because he said he didn't cheat. I haven't even seen the girl in like 2 weeks.