This past week I went to see my family. They all live about 20 hours away so I don't see them much. While I was there I broke the news that I was planning on filing for divorce from my husband due to multiple affairs. Instead of getting the support I expected I was told by everyone that I am being stupid and that I don't care about what's best for my son because I don't want to try harder to work it out.
To top it off both DS and I caught a cold while we were up there and he's been a snotty mess and now I have tonsillitis. Earlier today he wouldn't nap no matter what I did and I lost my patience and yelled at him. He fell asleep crying in my arms. I feel like a worthless piece of shit right now.