I'm watching a movie I've seen a million times. It's hitting me for the first time in 7 months that my moms really gone. And my biological dad died when I was 8. I never met him. I miss my mom so much.
I'm sorry. I just needed to get it out.
ETA: I don't know why everything is hitting so hard tonight. I'm young, only 19. My DH and I don't have any kids yet. We've been trying for over a year. He just enlisted and I don't know how I'm going to handle the two months of boot camp and then when he's in school for his job, he's going to be doing school for like 11 hours a day. I just am sad. I'm scared to be away from my family. I'm scared to be across the country and something go wrong. I sound like a baby I'm sorry. Just feeling really depressed.