***This is not my journey; another woman's journey.***
Thinking about this unwanted pregnancy consumed my every thought. I would Google “ways to have a miscarriage” and “natural abortion”, then I would reach out to anyone who would listen and tell them how hard this was for me, but no one seemed to have any answers. My friends would say “God has a plan”, “You’ll be a great mom, God wouldn’t give you more than you can bear”, and “Wait until you see the first ultrasound, that will help make this real”
As I started to progress in my pregnancy and my belly grew, and feet fluttered inside my womb, my heart was changed. I “woke” up to the fact that this was a real person growing inside me, not a problem, a burden, a change in MY plans for my life.
I was carrying a daughter, a sister, a granddaughter and I can’t imagine my life without her!