I'm going to rant for a second about my weight!!! (265)
I suck sometimes at weight loss, I like food, I like good flavor. But I also know what I need to do to lose. I walk, I bike, I can even jog a mile.
All things that I couldn't do at 305 pounds. I am now 265 and while i know some of the fact that I have gained (5) and am not losing is the vacation and the fact that I was sick.
I have been working my ass off for almost a year and have only lost 40 pounds.
Yeah I have an issue with my thyroid and it seems like every time I lose 10 my thyroid goes crazy.
But still I can be in the gym days a week and watch every bit of food I eat and it is still a fight to lose even a damn pound!!
I am sick of fighting and frustrated.
I know that I was sicker when I was heavier, but this is one thing that I just don't think I can accomplish. Which sucks because usually if I want it bad enough I can do it.
But weight loss, I think its going to beat me.
I'm not saying I will give up, because I am faster, stronger than I have ever been in my life. I have fitness goals I want to obtain (pushups and pull ups) but I am never going to be thin.
ok, rant over.