I lived with my bf for two years. I had to kick him oUT because he had an addiction problem. We'll I feel like I have some really bad emotional issues. When I first moved into my house (2 level) in December, I had police at my door looking for a previous tenant , pounding on my door at the literal CRACK of dawn, then the dude who they were looking for starts showing up at my place! Acting werid, trying to come in. Scared me so bad. Then one day the cops arrest him in front of my home in the morning, I was still asleep but I guess he robbed someone then came to my house walking around mg house and knocking. Then his friends came over once. One of my exes friends come here all mad . Random crazy guy came to my house at 4 am twisting my knob and knocking , yelling to let him in..He's cold!!! Seriously, when someone knocks on the door I go into full panic feeling. It was so stressful. Now I can't sleep upstairs, I have to sleep on my couch so I can hear everything. There's 3 entrances to my house and I need to hear. I went to sleep with my son around 5am today , he woke me up and wanted me to come sleep with him. I did and heard my cats drop something downstairs and in my dreams it was knocking so I jump out of bed freaked out, til I could wake up and see what was going on. My boyfriend really put me through a lot and I love my peace now but I Also feel so uneasy I'm always afraid someone's gonna break in. What can I do anyone been though this feeling?