Dh went to his Dr appointment yesterday due to kidney hurting and running up to his heart. It isn't his kidneys, his heart is not doing well. I don't know what to say to him, if I say it will be ok he knows I'm lying and if I don't say anything he thinks I don't care. He is in another appointment now, MRI to check further. He might have a blood clot or something serious. How do I deal with an autistic child, a 3 year old and a bratty teen(that don't listen)? On top of it all, clean house, do laundry, make sure the bills are paid, get kids ready for school, etc.... I don't want to say anything to Dh that I need a back up plan just in case I can't do it all.
Dd will have to go in the clinic on Monday to get her stitches out, I need to breath and take it one step at a time. Maybe hire someone to help me when I call, I don't know.