Update: Well I went through with it I got a D&E. I was in a deep sedation and my stress level went down when there were about 10other girls there in the same waiting room. We all talked together and I felt way better. I was only 11weeks and some girls were about 16weeks+ so my guilt trip wasn't as bad. I'm sore and got the implant in my arm while I was out so I feel better talking about it. However I went to the restroom today and when I wiped there was tissue that still hadn't been removed. There was a sac that looked like a balloon and pieces of little tissue were in there. I didn't know what to do or say. I want to cry so bad but I'm holding myself right now....
OP: I have mixed emotions about the whole thing. Part of me wants it but I know I can't afford it. It's a feeling I don't know how to even describe. I want to cry but then I'm trying to keep it together. Idk how to feel, how do women cope with this? Emotionally I mean?
on Aug. 16, 2014 at 9:32 PM