I just attacked my husband with a shovel ***update with some background***
Because I was so upset earlier I left out many details. My husband was diagnosed after we were married with bipolar disorder. He would have massive manic episodes from extremely up to extremely down all the while sending me on a roll a coaster ride with him. He went on meds than stopped because that happens with people with mental illness. Life just got crazy real fast but because this was a clinical issue I didn't want to just leave him. For better or worse is what I said and I was sticking by him. Well a day before my 31st bday I found out I was pregnant something that never happened in the 4 years we had been together married only 1 year. It was a shock because I was on the pill and rarely having sex with him at this point as we were having issues with his disorder. Now with my hormones and his manic behavior at times today went out of control. This has been ruff day but things have settled and he is not here in the home.