I hate my kids. They are 8, 5, 2, and 1 month. I just want to run away. I cant take raising them anymore. They don't listen, they are disrespectful, and they are ungrateful. I guess I am just a shitty mother. I thought I would do a better job at raising them but I guess I am only good at raising infants and even now I am getting bad at that. I have gotten to the point I just don't want to pick up my one month old anymore. Like I said, I'm a terrible mother.