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PTSD *possible trigger

Anonymous
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I write to help ease the emotional pain the trauma's I have been through, this is fiction. 


I sit by your bedroom at night holding a knife 
Trying to get the balls to go in 
To make you feel the pain you inflicted on me for so long

I walk to your bed see to you sound asleep 
See your eyes open as I plunge the knife into your heart
Watch your soul leave you as I continue fucking you with my knife



Posted by Anonymous on Jan. 31, 2015 at 3:43 PM
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KendallsMommee
by Spoiled SAHM on Jan. 31, 2015 at 3:45 PM
Oh my.
xtwistedxlovex
by on Jan. 31, 2015 at 3:50 PM

You have a lot of rage toward the past, don't you? You should try to learn to let it go. Writing may alleviate the emotional pain temporarily, but as long as you carry that anger with you it's just going to keep coming back.

TB78
by Tasha on Jan. 31, 2015 at 3:52 PM
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Wait What?!
First the knife is near his balls, then its in his heart, and lastly it is in his ass??
Fuckin creepy O_O
incogNinja
by Whofflé on Jan. 31, 2015 at 3:52 PM
Wat
Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Jan. 31, 2015 at 3:53 PM

I don't know how to let it go. Yes, I have professional help and am on meds. When it gets real bad I usually workout or clean. Seems to help. 

Quoting xtwistedxlovex:

You have a lot of rage toward the past, don't you? You should try to learn to let it go. Writing may alleviate the emotional pain temporarily, but as long as you carry that anger with you it's just going to keep coming back.


Tooth_Inspector
by Platinum Member on Jan. 31, 2015 at 4:10 PM
You need to see a EMDR therapist, not a normal one.
Maks1mommy
by Emerald Member on Jan. 31, 2015 at 4:13 PM
Damn girl
Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Jan. 31, 2015 at 4:15 PM

I had to look that up. That seems like a very scary approach.

Quoting Tooth_Inspector: You need to see a EMDR therapist, not a normal one.


Heart4family
by Silver Member on Jan. 31, 2015 at 4:17 PM

 I used to write like this to ease the pain also. If you ever need someone to talk to you can message me.

Anonymous
by Anonymous 1 - Original Poster on Jan. 31, 2015 at 4:19 PM

Thank you! What got you to finally stop?

Quoting Heart4family:

 I used to write like this to ease the pain also. If you ever need someone to talk to you can message me.


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