That being pregnant with a 2 yr old would be so damn hard. I can't get my dd to listen unless Df is home and all I want to do is cry the last 2 days. I feel like a fat cow, I know this sounds bad but I hate being pregnant. I love feeling my baby and knowing that i am growing another life inside of me but i hate what it does to me physically. Last night I had to beg Df to have sex and then he didn't even touch me. It was like I had to get on and then he was done and i got off. I was giving him a hard time and said well now you can sleep and he responds with not until you get off of me. He didn't even kiss me. When I saw he didn't even touch me I mean he grabbed my hair and that was it, he literally bent his arm in a funny position to avoid touching me. I might be over reacting but still the one person in my life that is supposed to make me feel wanted made me feel like shit. Sorry this is so long and i am complaining I just feel like crap and don't have anyone else to talk tio about it. Sorry if this was tmi.
* update* so I talked to Df and i was bein g emotional. Lol he said he was really tired and that he loves me. Thank you ladies for all the advice and encouraging words. I don't know what I would do with out all of you. Thank you.
on Apr. 23, 2012 at 3:37 PM