So my friend called me at like 1:30 in the morning, which is weird.. She called to tell me that there is a girl who she is friends with on FB, that is also friend's with my husband.. I wasn't sure how to word that. I hope you understand. All I can think is that the word facebook was in that sentence so everything I say after this will sound ridiculous. I can't take FB drama seriously. it pisses me off. If I didn't have family that lived far away I would probably be done with it, but I can't let it go cause I want to stay in touch with them..
Anyways, since they are mutual friends when he comments or likes something of hers, it tells my friend. I never notice since I don't know the other girl.. So I went on to see this girl and he had only liked the slutty pictures.. like the ones of her in the bathroom mirror trying to stick her ass in the air and make it look bigger..
So then I had to keep looking. I got on his FB to see if he had been sending this girl private messages.. well he hadn't, but there was another girl, about the same age as here from our hometown that he had been. He sent her a message saying "it was good seeing you, you looked great, whats your number?" and then she gave it to him..
so THEN I got his phone (he's been asleep this whole time) they had texted some, nothing bad.. just saying hey and talking about his brothers and stuff..
But the thing is, I'm not letting this go any further. It has happened before and since the talk was innocent I just let it go even though I was not comfortable with it.. He ended up asking ehr for all sorts of dirty pictures.. and it happened the day I got pregnant.. so now I relate that day to the day my husband cheated, not the wonderful day that I concieved the most precious child in the whole world..
I seriously want to punch him and wake him up, but I don't have the energy to fight right now.. and I have even less energy to even try to talk and be calm.. And really, all I want to do is just do the GCDH, but I have no energy for that either..
Oh, and its my husband's birthday.. I'm sure he will love to talk about this on his birthday... oh well, if he didn't want to talk about it then he never should have done it in the first place.. he knows its not ok..