I haven't posted in a while because honestly I have been busy and DH really dislikes it when I spend too much time on these forums (he thinks they are a waste of time and too much drama, I think that is what I come here for lol).
Anyway, we were once again at the hospital last week. Seems that DH now has a fistula where his abcsess was. That is basically a hole that is pressing up against something else that could potentially cause another hole to form. Down and dirty, it just sucks because this entire problem is located near his bowels which means this fistula could perforate a bowel and leak all sorts of nastiness into his body. Thankfully they caught it and are taking care of it.
Now if I could just get him to take care of himself. I can't get that man to stop for one second and I can't get him to quit smoking. Oh well...
As for me my anxiety, stress and overall OCD have calmed considerably. There are no more dark circles under my eyes and I don't freak everytime I see a dirty spot on the floor. That is because I now have the time to just clean it up. I have so much time on my hands that it is almost overwhelming. I can do so much! I love this SAHM thing. But I am looking forward to school starting. I finally feel as though I am getting on with my life instead of just making a paycheck and standing still. Life was really stale for me when I was working at the JOC. I knew I could do so much more and was forced into doing a quarter of the work I want to do. That is all going to change now because in September I am going to finish that bachelors (already have over 100 credits!). And then onto a Masters! Life hasn't felt this good in a long while. The icing on my cake, I have really loved bonding and getting to know Z-baby more. She fascinates me day after day. Now if I could just get her to say mommy (she says or tries to say everyone elses name).