Samantha

[samanthav.v]

Hi. I'm Samantha.

I have three kids, a husband of six years and three cats.

I live in Alaska, but I hate snow.

I'm in school.

I really don't know what else to say about myself, so I guess I'll just say hello.

[Djinn83]

I cannot wait until this blows the fuck up. Cheers!

[samanthav.v]

I'm hoping it won't... I'd prefer a fresh start but if it just turns into a repeat, I'll leave. I don't have the emotional reserves to deal with all the hatred again.

[mykidsmom5]

Now now, lets see how this goes.

[samanthav.v]

From the looks of it, I'm not very optimistic.

[mykidsmom5]

Listen Sam. You can do one of 2 things, cut and run...adding fuel to the fire, or take a licking and stick around like a grown up. Blues is here, and quite frankly, I truly enjoy her, thought she was bsc on BHB. A few who were involved in the blog came here, made their apologies, and took a licking. But they are here and valued members. Its all how your going to deal with it. There will be some like me taking a wait and see, others will be ready for battle. How you deal with it speaks to your true character. Its all up to you.

[samanthav.v]

I don't know who blues is.

I'd like to find a place i can stick around with a "clean slate," so to speak... But I really cannot take a repeat of BBC. Mentally and emotionally, I really can't handle it, which is why if it turns into that, I won't be sticking around.. But if everyone's willing to give me a shot, I promise to keep the crazy turned down.

[mykidsmom5]

Bluespegan.

Well try saying just that. If that is truly what your looking for, and want than say that damn it. Or there will be assumptions. And quite frankly there are thousands of boards here...if one isn't a fit, look for another. I've joined and unjoined many boards here.

I've given you the best advice I can, take it or leave it. I wish you well. I'm sure you are lonely...its why most people come to internet boards. I hope you take my advice. Like I said, I do believe you want acceptance. But I think you try way to hard to stand out instead of just being one of the girls...individuality is a wonderful thing, unless its to your own detriment.

[samanthav.v]

Well, that's what I'd like. To start with a clean slate, nothing previous held against me. So for anyone reading this, that is what I'd like.

Thanks for the help, mykidsmom. I hope I didn't come off rude.

And... I still don't know who bluespagan is.. lol

[pauliewogmamma]

Hey well this is the place to get a clean slate. That is what mom was saying to you there, that many others have come here with a "reputation" and are now happily contributing and well liked members. So, you do have that chance here. Mom is right, it's all in how you take it.

Good luck and I'm gonna sit back with my popcorn.

Quoting samanthav.v:

I don't know who blues is.

I'd like to find a place i can stick around with a "clean slate," so to speak... But I really cannot take a repeat of BBC. Mentally and emotionally, I really can't handle it, which is why if it turns into that, I won't be sticking around.. But if everyone's willing to give me a shot, I promise to keep the crazy turned down.

[pauliewogmamma]

PS - where is JRex???? ROFL!!!