Every time I start to wonder why I subject myself to so many judgmental women on the internet you guys remind me why I'm here in the first place! I love you guys lol.
So it's been a really rough road so far...Rylie is now 17 days old, on top of tearing me up on the way out, (doc took over 45 mins to stitch me back up. Most were on the inside but the outside tears are 2nd degree)the first week she shredded my nipples to where there were no nipples, they were open sores...needless to say we stopped bfing but now I'm wanting to try again although my milk supply has deminished greatly...in fact I think my boobs are smaller than before I got pregnant. I'm going to talk to my LC later today to see about trying again and how to go about that. Mean while we switched to formula then was told to add rice and all this other stuff and I feel like things just got way out of hand. I'm also pretty sure I'm suffering from ppd. I have an apt on the 19th with my doc so I plan on talking to her about it. so yes needless to say it's been an intense 2weeks. I'll add some more pics in the replies!