I'm going to my women's bible study group today and focusing on God and Jesus. My first meeting with WOMEN HELPING WOMEN went well last night. I have to focus on getting to know myself, realize my hopes and dreams. I had a life before iknew my ex sSO and i want to know that part of me again. The lady there gave me a pamphlet about a safety plan.My ex SO has a job now and he is working 3rd shift. I get a break startign tomorrow night. Hopefully he'll save enough money to get an apartment. I can't see myself dealing with him into the holiday season i'll be unhapy and miserable. So i'm going to try to save enough money so that ican rent a hotel room then maybe i'll get a break from him until i can get him out of my place. I'm alive and God has blessed me . I'm going to foucus on the good things and not the bad things.