Hey everyone, i introduced myself in the introductions but here is a little back story because i am sure not everyone reads those intro's lol.
My name is Stephanie, i am 24 years old, and am a single mother to a 3 year old daughter. About 6 months ago my husband dropped the bomb on me that he wasn't happy anymore and felt like something was missing and left me. I was a stay at home mom at the time and moved out and lived with my grandparents until i got my own place, which i had to get with help of social services but they are also doing everything they can to try helping me find a job and get on my own two feet to support myself and my daughter. My ex was doing great co-parenting with me, bought me what i needed for Nova and came to see her at least 3-4 times a week. well recently and i wanna say this is about a month ago, i had to take him for child support, and because he has no job, he only has to pay 25.00 a month, thats it! He flipped a lid to the point where i had to kick him out of my apartment and he even told me that from now on since i get the child support he wont be helping me get things for our daughter because thats what the check is for. Now he maybe see's his kid once a week for an hour (if i BEG him), and i found out as well he has been into some pretty gnarly drugs. He refuses to speak to me, ignores my texts and treats me as if I dont exist, but i only message him to try and see when he is going to come see his daughter again. Up until recently i had really held out hope we could reconcile and get back together, but at this point i think i just want to file for a divorce because it's obvious i am much better off without him and i cant make someone care if they dont want to, but it's all just so hard for me to except. I just really need advice...or maybe i just really needed to vent, either way, i feel like i hate him but i'm still attached and feel so damn stupid for it.