So I'm new here, new to being a mom and new to my town. I'm 19 and just had my first child- Mariah (6weeks old.) she is such a joy and I love being a mom. I moved to California 7 months pregnant leaving my whole life in Arizona, I didn't think it'd be hard I'd be with all my family but the longer I am here the more depressed I become. I miss my life, my friends everything. Don't get me wrong i would not change anything about my daughter, and by no means do I regret having her, but it's hard. Having no friends no one to vent to except my mom, and it's even harder when my boyfriend (Mariah's father) acts like a complete ass 90% of the time. He is such a child, he acts as if the world owes him something because he breathes. If he gets told no he practically throws a fit. I love him, but sense our daughter got here he makes it hard to. I need someone to talk to, give me advice or just here me out but living in a town where you know no body but your family I don't have that.
on May. 4, 2013 at 2:41 AM