I am not in a good mood this morning. No matter hwo hard I try nto to be...I am.
So.....husband goes fishing last night with his brother-my SIL decides to go...abandoning the dinner she has cooking on the stove and hauls ass into the truck. I don't think her DH knew because my BIL response was "Does Dh know? You know he's gonna be mad?" clearly she didnt give a fuck. So I was pissed about that...because going back...
when I told DH his brother said he was planning on going fishing, I had already expressed an interest in going with him. Well when the plans were made, he asks his sister to go instead of me. I called him out on it in front of her and called him a dick.
She was like "well I'm his sister" giving me that blood is thicker then water bullshit. I'm like "I'm the wife. I trump you. My KIDS trump you."
so whn she left that pissed me off more because of everything else (sounding stupid yet lol) so I'm thinking this is going ot be a three hour fishing trip. nope.
Eight hours. They didnt come home until after four and by the time he came to bed it was five and the sun was coming up. I gave everybody attitude when I found out they were home. My mian reason for being pissed is-when I woke up it was ten minutes till two. sil DH was up and I asked him if they had called. He said the last text he got from SIL was at 12:48 am when he asked if hed be home soon and she was like they were spending the night. He was pissed off his self. I was pissed because Dh knows better then to not call me and let me know whats going on.
I always give him that respect-though mind ou i dont stay gone out somewhere for eight hours. fishing, clubbing or whatever. its just not that fucking serious to be out that late. i got kids. i need sleep.
im also pissed because for the last couple days DH and SIl have been out gone for two to three hours, running errands or whatever while im home with all six of the kids (three or theirs three our ours). BIL works third shift so he sleeps during the day before work. I'm pregnant and am very tired. I have no energy but i keep doing the best that i can. before they left to go fishing, they were gone for two and half hours at walmart. werent even home for thirty mins before they left again.
i am so fucking mad.
i want a break too. but i also have enough respect to not stay out that late. i was up real late putting our kids to bed-two of which were not feeling good at all.
I feel stupid for being mad about it. but damn. i just dont understand why they had to be gone for eight hours on top of what they were already gone for and the fact that ive been here the last couple of days with the kids tired as fuck.
am i just being stupid? i know pregnancy makes your hormones out of whack and shit. and i hate that. cause you always seem moodier esp over the small issues. i dunno. im so pissed. theyre sleeping atm its almost 11am. i just want to leave the house for a few hours and get a breather before i nut the fuck up on everyone.