I am sitting here srying like an ass because yet again I am hurt. Now,I am sure you won't agree and I am not going to be upset. I am stiff best friends with my ex. I have no intentions on going back to him and he knows it. I am also good friends with my other ex's. I got a call last night from one asking me to go to dinner. I want to go because I have no life at all. I don't know why but I mentioned it to my man and again he made me feel guilty daying if I can go to dinner with a friend I don't need him in my life. I don't care how many times I tell this man he needs friends around hm he does not change. all he wants is me under his ass.
I am so upset because I am not sure how people can be in a relationship and feel there is no reason to have friends in thier lives. I am feeling smothered all the time. If it were easy I would leave. but,love is keeping me here. I just hate the fact that I have no adult life what so ever all because this man feels like it's cheating. I feel like I am going to regret so much when I am older. I want to get to the point where I am all alone and able to live my life.
I truley feel if your mate is not able to have friends around it's you that has the problem because I trust him around any one and he can't trust me. it's not like I have time to cheat. or even want to.