In a huge ranting mood apparently---- Sorry it is so scattered!
So not only do I hate my second childs middle name I was on here responding to some posts about weddings when I realised. I was never "allowed" to plan mine. Yes I know every bride plans weddings. I had it all planned out, I had everything picked out and in this little book. Well turns out I had to pay for everything..ok so that sucked. Mom said she would buy my dress okay cool since that was the thing i was most excited about. NOPE. She would only buy what SHE liked. well frig, it was getting really close and we couldnt agree on the damn dress. Hubby said I was planning my wedding to be alot like his brothers and new SIL...ummm never saw pictures so okay yet again my plans had to be changed. Then NO ONE liked the plans. so my wedding looked like some messed up tornado blown....thing that the pictures turned out like shit, no one would co mingle, everone just thought that the other was too stuck up to talk to eachother. I had to worry about that, I had to listen to people crank about everything. The stupid music didnt work so our dancing was ruined. My stupid photographer kept taking pictures of her kids! She was my aunt but GAHH. Only my family thought to bring gifts (or money) his just came and ate. My honeymoon was spent with famly -.- seriously.
Then at my baby shower I wasnt allowed to do a damn thing...yet again. Although I will admit my SIL did make sure it was what I wanted THANK GOD FOR HER. My materity pictures were never taken due to money and blah blah blah.. Onto my second pregnancy and I still cant get maternity pictures. UGH
I feel better lol