Im new here bcause Im very lonely. I have no friends. Those i thought were, left me when i needed them the most. I dont know what i do wrong. I even let a coworker stay at my house for a month bcause her bf was beating her up. When i called her, she didnt reply back. I ended up worrying abt her & found out she was ok but avoiding me. My 2 bestfriends stopped talking to me the day my mom died. One said i was selfish when i refused to talk to her abt her breakup the day my mom passed away. Then Im dating a guy whom i love w/all my heart. Its christmas eve, he comes all the way into town & texted me that he wasnt going to show up til tomorrow bcaz he doesnt want to fight w/me tonight.. All bcaz i had asked him A WEEK AGO why he never posted our pic on fb. We'v been dating a 1 & half yr.. Iv met his mom & daughter but Its like i dont exist. I wanted recognition & i got yelled at. Said i was selfish too. Whats wrong with me?? Iv been single 8 yrs! Am i really selfish and i dont see it? I have NOBODY to talk to. Thats y im here.
on Dec. 25, 2013 at 12:25 AM