I don't know what it is, but I have been feeling down in the dumps lately. So much is always going on, I have five kids, a husband and parents to deal with everyday. We r staying at my folks house and it is slowly driving me insane. No matter what happens in this house I am the one everyone complains to. If the kids r bad or break something I have to hear about it. I do everything for them, and I always forget about myself or put me on the back burner. I miss my old self, I don't even know her anymore.