My husband and I got married on June 22nd 2013 and he's the world to me. We're expecting our baby boy on May 14th 2014 and we're both really excited, but here's the problem.
I found pictures of Adriana lima naked and in bikini's on his phone and I dont snoop on his phone. He's the one who wanted me to play a game he downloaded on his phone and the pic were the first thing that popped up. I just feel like he compares our bodies and it really hurts. I asked him why he looks at them and he says because she's beautiful and i am too he says. then he delected them and i dint bring the subject up again and he promises never to do it again.
Well last night when we get home from visiting his family I reach for is Tablet to play Papa's Pizzeria and right away he snatches his tablet away. So right away i follow him and he starts delecting pic and then I stick my head between is two arms and theres Pic of Adriana. I feel like he doesnt love me and I feel like he doesnt find me attractive after againing 20 pounds from being pregnant. Ieat healthy and excersice and i do take care of my body so i dont know whats wrong. He also ammitted to looking at pic's of Adriana every week since we've been married, and yet again he says he will never do it again becauce he doesnt want to lose we. I just feel really empty and hollow inside and im trying to forgive but its so hard.