I have an eight month old, and I just became a stay at home mom two months ago. My husband just started a new job with the railroad. We moved from my hometown to his. So I haven't met any new friends and only talk to a few of his family members. Being a stay at home mom is so hard sometimes. I didn't realize what a toll it can take on you emotionally. With Eric being away for training it's been even harder. I feel like a single mom, something I was never prepared for. And I feel like I can't even say that because I feel like the amazing single moms out there role their eyes at me. I get it. It's hard. I'm just so stressed I feel like I have no help at all. Even when eric is home he just wants to relax before he gets called out again. So I'm left with almost everything. His truck is on it's death bed so we only have one car. We haven't got to the fun part of the job where he's making enough money, so things are tight. And he has to leave for 3 weeks of training. I just want to cry. I don't know how else to deal.
on Apr. 28, 2014 at 8:29 PM