I don't even know where to begin. I battle depression but I take meds and am in counseling. I stress to the extreme and I feel like no one understands me. I get upset over stupid things and I don't know how not to. Example: I'm watching my best friend's 3 boys today for a couple of hours and when she gets here there is another kid with her that she didn't tell me about and I'm supposed to watch him too. It's not that he's not a great kid because he is, it's just there's another kid here that I wasn't planning on keeping. So my stress and anxiety go through the roof and I feel like it shouldn't. That's just one little example. I feel like a weak person who can't handle things like I think I should be able to. Does that make sense? I guess I thrive on having a specific plan and when that changes it's just hard for me to deal with. Sometimes it doesn't take long for me to adjust to a change of plans, sometimes it does. Also, talking things out like this helps a lot. I would really like to hear that I'm not alone. My best friend doesn't understand. My DH doesn't understand, although he's great and loves me anyway.