I am a mom of 2 and a step mom of 4. My BF and I have been together for about 10 years and lived together for 8 1/2 now. I got my first Mirena when my dd was 6 weeks old. She is now 10 and I am on my 3rd one. I love not having any periods and very little bleeding when i do. In the last 5 years my life has been in turmial. I have gained weight, depressin, self loathing, short with the kids and BF. I have made my home live a living hell for my household. I even accused my BF of cheating on me even though we are swingers. I do not want to be bothered with the kids and dont want to do anything with them. I am hoping that having it removed helps my realitionship with the BF and we can have the life we both dreamed of having with eachother. We are almost 40 and do not want any more kids so I am going to have my tubs tied. I want the fun realtionship that i used to have with m BF.