Almost had 5..

[tts]

My husband & I found out in October ~ We were expecting..  BABY #5! We were very surprised, but also very happy :)

On Monday, I had my first OB appointment (at 10 weeks), and the babies heart had stopped beating.  The baby measured at 8 weeks. 

I had a d&c done on Wednesday.  I decided I couldn't emotionally handle the "waiting" for the miscarriage to happen.

I am an emotional wreck.  I had already thought about our little baby.. had plans.. was so excited.. to now only hear this devastating news.

We are also now having to decide.. what's next?  Do we want anymore.. could I handle another loss???  

I love my children... and I am so blessed... it's just right now I feel so empty. 

~Tara

[Mommy2seven]

(( hugs )).. I had a miscarriage back in May at 7 weeks and I know your pain hun.. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that.  Me and hubby decided to keep trying and I'm not pregnant again and in my 7th week .. yes I worry that something will happen but I'm so thrilled to be expecting again ..what ever you decide my thoughts and prayers are with you.

[imakebabies]

so sorry mama.

[graciejoe]

I'm so sorry, mama.

[mfbmoreno]

I am sorry Mama!! I will pray for you and your family!!

[Momto4and1angel]

I am so sorry for your loss.  *hugs*

[Desi_Momof4]

A miscarriage is hard to handle I know. My first ended in miscarriage. I have had 5 healthy babies since. It never truly leaves you. But know that it is possible to have healthy babies after miscarriage. I will pray for your family for healing and blessing. 

[adamsmom05]

I know all to well ,There are no words to say how sorry I am to hear of your loss.

It hurts . I have gone through three myself. It was very hard. All I can say is hang in there.

I will keep you in prayer.