i didnt want to but i think i am going to have to :(
i just made a doctors appt to get some anxiety medication. my anxiety has been getting worse and worse since my son was born, and now with my mom being sick i am having panic attacks every day, my ptsd triggers are out of hand and i have this overwhelming feeling like i cant handle having my kids and be a good mother to them. i am so anxious i cant fall asleep at night, i have nightmares when i finally do and when i wake up i am hit with a thousand different things i am worrying about and cant go back to sleep. the whole situation just make me feel BAD.
i hate medication. HATE. but i also hate feeling this way every single day, all day long. i just am at a loss and feel like i dont have any options at this point :(