Dh and I have pretty much had unprotected sex for 9 yrs and all our kiddos were planned. We used the pull out method for 4yrs before we decided to try for our oldest, took 11mo to conceive. Mirena for less then a year prego within three months of having it out. Then used no birth control and conceived number 3, 19mo after having the middle child.
I've always been comfortable with a large family and dh has been reserved. Now that ellie is 6 months I'm second guessing what to do. Hes comfortable with having unprotected sex and has no problem with the small chance of conception. I was *ok* not thrilled with the idea, now I'm nervous of getting prego.
I don't know why I feel this way, what to think of it. I had to cancel my appointment for a diaphragm because I was out of state. I want to reschedule it but not sure what to do about bc(i wont do hormonal bc), if I should even reschedule. I have been *getting* take charge of your fertility for at least a year now. I keep forgetting, and worried that I'm actually going to try not to get preggers and then fail. *sigh*
Just trying to get my thoughts out......