a funny and a vent all in one lol
so i'm doing my class with this lady on creighton model charting (i'm working with a napro dr to determine health issues and achieve pregnancy) and she starts going on about how i need to wipe with tp. and it keeps coming up. so finally i ask...."what if you use cloth?' .... dead silence. "you mean you use cloth instead of toilet paper?!" ...."umm...yes...that's what I said." she said i had to use tp for now and when i feel confident i could try the cloth again. but reading through this manual i would actually triple my tp use! i can't do that!
second this mehtod is actually making me hate my body. i do not want to wipe and observe my cm before i pee every time. even at night! i do not want to abstain from sex 10 days per cycle not including my period. i do not want to touch my period blood to observe my cm. i do not want to bear such a responsiblity for this. it sucks. i'm sorry i'm whing and venting. oh and get this! she wants me to abstain for a month!!!! umm....no. no freaking way am i abstaining when my husband actually gets to be home for 2 weeks. hell freaking no. i do not understand how anyone makes this work for themselves.