frustrated...and highly emotional and sensative! vent
DH and I had a small discussion yesterday, that I plan on carrying on to today. We were talking about birth plans and DH said "why not just go to the hospital?" SERIOUSLY!?!?!? After all I did to fight for our last two births, he thinks I'm ok with going to the hospital? The more I think oabout it the less I want to go. Then he says "you know I'm getting a vasectomy" One of teh first things people have been talking to him about since I got pregnant was how to prevent future children! I know I'm being overly sensitive, but if he plans on getting a vasectomy, even though he knows I disagree, and thinks I'm going to give birth to our last child in the hospital.....well....I just feel like he's being so selfish! He never comes to me and asks "what do you want to do?" or "whats the most important thing to you? No, he talks to me about making all these changes, vasectomy, he wants me to stop homeschooling. moving away from all our family, and his preference....moving to where his bestfriend lives, and his bf doesn't like me! I'm just so frustrated with him right now! I feel sick as a dog, and exhausted and he barely has lifted a finger this weekend. I think I may be overly emotional, and I'm trying to see it through those eyes, because really DH has made so many sacrifices for us, he works extremely hard and has allowed me to homeschool this year (while dragging his feet, but still). I don't know. I think I will talk to him today about it, hopefully the kids will allow us the time to talk.