i've learned, since being a single mom (and getting totally effed over by my daughter's dad) that i need to maintain composure and be the one with all my feelings in tact and not get hurt. guards up! at all times. with that motto in hand, i've dated a few guys and been the one to set them sailing with no problems what-so-ever on my end. maybe a little guilt, but no hurt or pain.
well.....i let down my guard and now i'm left to heal this incredibly broken heart. i have no idea where to start and how to do this and to top it off i feel like i have no one to blame but MYSELF! i let this happen, i knew my rules and i broke them. but i am so sad and feel so lost in trying to mend my heart again.
anyone out there who can help me?? it just sucks to feel like this.....
hugs to all...dana
"excuses are obstacles you can overcome, not reasons to give up"