Ectopic one year ago and still refusing to try to conceive again
I went through a horrible ectopic pregnancy last January 2011, my tube ruptured and had to be removed. My husband and I weren't exactly trying to get pregnant, we just weren't preventing it from happening and said if it happens fine. Well, it happened but almost took my life with it. Since then I've had a very negative outlook on pregnancy and have had no desire get pregnant again. My OBGYN suggested back in June that I start using the ovulation tests everyday and take pre-natal vitamins. I bought both and haven't touched either since I bought them, they're sitting under the bathroom sink unopened. I'm almost 39 years old and I realize my time is running out. Has this happened to anyone else? Is it depression or something like that? The thought of getting pregnant scares me to death and I feel like the next time will definitely kill me.