Tired of the same old Grey cloud

Hey Ladies!

I don't know what it is but I am in need of a connection. a sense of belonging. It seems It never fails....Atleast once or twice a year I hit a depression state that can last anywhere from 3 days to 3 months. No joke! When Im in this state I don't feel pretty, don't care about my appearance, or anything. It's like a dark cloud is over my head and i can't get rid of it! I guess Im asking for you ladies prayers, input, advice, inspiration or whatever positive energy you can offer. The ladies on here have always been good for that. It would be great to hear from you!