I'm 13 weeks pregnant with my 4th baby. I have 3 boys already and we swayed a little bit for this one. My big ultrasound should be next month (my doc does them at 18 weeks) and as its getting closer I am becoming more obsessed and more nervous! I am dying to know and at the same time very scared to know actually. I feel like if they tell me its a boy I will just be crushed! I know I will eventually come around and will love him just the same but I feel like its going to take me awhile and I feel horrible about that! I've even been researching odds on having a girl after so many boys! I just needed to vent I guess and I know you ladies can feel my pain! lol!