ok so as a lot of yous know i have 4 kids , the bigger two are legal my step but i raise them and there bio mum not in there life's.
there boy about to turn 12 , girl about to turn 10 , boy 4 and boy 2
so i really love this baby to be a wee girl this is our last baby so either way I'm done . i have a sinking feeling this is a boy and im trying to be upbeat and happy about it i will love my son i will just be sad i will never have a baby girl and yes i have the 10 year old girl so i know im lucky
the kids have no idea i want a girl i all ways told them we get what we will get as i dont want my baby ever knowing i had a perfences
my girl and big boy both wnat a girl and this is where my problem comes in as every one wants a girl its all i hear .
i bumped into two of my sil and they both said " this baby better be a nieces " and i know my other sil saying the same
my kids don't want to here boy said
my mil wants a girl and wants her name in the name !
my mum and step mum both want a gran daughter and keep talking about it
my friends and class mates want a girl as the want to put cute dressed on baby
i find out the 10th of may but i feel under so much pressure and that everyone will be sad if i say boy . i don't want people about my boy ! it bad enouth dealing with my own feeling without all this