I hate feeling this way. I see friends going full term and I get jealous in a way. A way that I was robbed of precious time that she should have stayed growing and the whole labor and delivery experience. My dd was born at 31 6/7 after someone hit me in my van and took off. They tried for 2 days to stop the labor and finally when the contractions stopped I sat up in bed and my water broke. They never caught the driver who hit me and even now 6 months later I am just heartbroken. I am sure alot of us feel robbed like this. How do you cope with it? My daughter is growing well and thriving but will possibly need a major surgery in the coming months. All this adds to my emotions.
How do you cope.